no matter what it looks like when things finally
get shook up and then settle down, I will be here by your side.
I will be the one who keeps loving you and loving you
and showing you love, and no one can possibly say we
deserve anything worse than this, or anything more than this.
there are plenty of people in this world I could have met and made a
makeshift life with, I would have laughed and smiled at their jokes
the way I smile at you and laugh at yours, you ridiculous little boy.
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Posts tagged poetry
a lucky shot in the dark

i think of my life sometimes
in the context of Tswift lyrics:
“we never had a shotgun shot in the dark” to
“we are a shot in the darkest dark” to
“august sipped away like a bottle of wine –
’cause you were never mine”
yet, look – here you are next to me
on the couch having coffee every morning
here are your boxer briefs i wash and fold
with my heart full of love and feeling lucky
because i get to be the one to fold your underwear
how easy, how comfortable, how perfect it can be
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perfect for me
If I think hard about it,
you are perfect.
You bring everything
to the table
and offer everything
that I want.
You are dependable.
No matter what, or when,
or with who, you always
provide the same comfort,
the same sweetness
that brings me peace.
You make me melt,
you make me feel addicted,
like I have to clutch you
in my hot, hot hands
to keep you mine
to keep you you
before you’re gone.
When you enter me
there is a shock of sweetness –
sugar, plain and simple.
But the longer you linger,
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delay
It’s been nearly
five years
and I’ve grown
weary
waiting for you,
but you said
the end is near,
the delay
almost over,
so in a few days
I’ll be making room
on a particular finger.
I’ll be as ready
as I’ve been
for nearly five years.
There’s nothing I want
more than us.
Photo by JUDY ANN DAYOT on Unsplash
skerry
People think
I’m only joking
when I say
I want to run away
to a tropical island
where no one can find me —
but with my luck,
I’ll get nothing more
than a skerry
to cling to,
and the waves will
keep pounding me
either way.
Still, having the chance,
I’d go.
Photo by Geoffrey Moffett on Unsplash
rain
For months we’ve
prayed for rain,
heeding burn bans,
losing the chance this year
to sit around fire pits
shooting shit with friends,
watching stars fall,
pretending this is fine,
and we’ll live to see
a better world
before we’re gone.
Photo by Kittitep Khotchalee on Unsplash
trolls
Consider for a moment
the unhoused among us.
They’re not trolls
lurking under bridges.
They’re people who,
more often than not,
had a bout of bad luck
they couldn’t overcome.
It’s hardly ever a fault
of their own, and
they deserve more than we give.
sightseeing
No more traveling
alone to New York City,
or sad rides on trains.
No more being the only
unpartnered one on holidays,
no more soul-aching
single Christmas nights.
No more tears,
no more talking to myself.
I have a sidekick
for sightseeing now,
and I never want to let him go.
raise
I raise
to days gone bye,
still wishing
they’ll get better,
but my hope
is fading fast.
So I’ll just
keep wishing
that one day
I can fly off to some
sun-soaked coast
between ocean
and palms,
and never, ever
come back.