I’m ready for this to be over.
I am ready to dig down deep into the dirt with my bare hands and bury every last bit of you and me.
I don’t want to fight or argue anymore, I don’t want to look at you and feel such ugly feelings.
When the heart breaks it’s hard and things can get weird, and they should be if it was a real love.
It should hurt to lose it if it was real.
But it’s over now, so we’ll put it all behind us, bury it deep, and keep on walking forward.… Read the rest
You slide the bag across the table, the hooded figure opposite you peers inside. “Where the hell did you find this?!”
“Never mind where I found it, it’s what we’re going to do with it now that we have to figure out.”
“Well, we’ll sell it, of course.”
“Sell the most valuable gemstone known to man? This thing is worth a fortune, and the second it gets into the wrong hands, we have no hope of seeing any profits from this.”
You reach to take back the bag, but the man pulls away.
“It’s mine now. Thanks for finding it.”… Read the rest
I never thought I’d be leaving the garden to go off and hunt for someone in the barren wasteland of the city we’d departed years ago.
They said he was seen heading East, toward the city, and I pictured him picking his way through the rubble of skyscrapers and dodging the sinkholes where bombs had landed in the streets or on top of buildings.
Then I wasn’t picturing it, I was there, stumbling over concrete and avoiding decades old ordinance, crossing no one’s path on the way to find him.
He left me for this nothingness, why should I bother?… Read the rest
When she heard them stirring in bed, she raced up the stairs to greet them.
She licked a forehead, she pounced on feet, she meowed them both wide awake and then bounded downstairs for her breakfast.
She was a good girl, and she knew it.
They were always holding her, petting her, giving her love and affection that some need in abundance, and some need none at all.
She needed an abundance of love, so she was in the right home, with someone who had an abundance of love to give.
What an incredible nine lives she had to spend.… Read the rest
I miss you, dear one, it’s cold and dark out here among the stars.
I miss the green and blue Earth and seeing the moon glow above us, but now I see no planets, no moons, only stars and other space stations.
I’m sorry, dear one, that we destroyed your home before you got a chance to enjoy it, and I’m sorry I didn’t take you with me when I left.
It’s cold and dark out here, dear one, stay down.
Better to breathe the poison and feel the radiation on your skin, right?
You don’t want to come up.… Read the rest
They bowed to to the machine, marveling the shine of its black plastic exterior, the long cord that came out of the back.
They were particularly interested in the two metal prongs coming from the end of a cord, they were quite tasty.
Things went in light and soft and came out dark and crisp, and they didn’t even need fire to make it happen.
When the aliens came, our president told them toasters were our general currency, so when they left, we just didn’t have toast for a while.
And everyone bowed to him, for saving us from aliens.… Read the rest
In her dream she saw everything.
She saw the baggie of loose change, the different kinds of chocolate, the rainbow of eggs spread out on the kitchen table.
Her mom filled egg after egg, and hid them easily all around the house.
Then, she took the bag of flour and dipped three fingers in, then dabbed them on the floor, one after the other, more than the eggs, she made little bunny footprints to lead the way.
It wasn’t a dream.
It was just my amazing mom doing the best she could for a daughter who loves her so much.… Read the rest
“What’s wrong with her? It’s almost like she doesn’t want you to be happy no matter who you’re with. She only cares about herself.”
“I know, that’s why I’m done with her.”
“You’re not going to say anything back? She said horrible things to you, she was a total bitch to you!”
“No, I’m not a confrontational person like that.”
“How can you let her get away with that? She roasted you!”
“It’s fine.”
“How can you handle being torn apart like that?
“People look at me and think they know all about me, and that is how I win.”… Read the rest
This neglect has gone on far too long, the neglect of my heart, the neglect of my spirt.
It’s no one’s fault but mine, I could have changed things at any time, but I am a lazy fuck, and my own worst enemy.
This is my first true story: I am never enough.
I’m a bad friend, I’m unemployable, I’m selfish, I’m scared all the time.
I need to be the main character of my own life now, and not let anyone else get in my way.
Keep your eyes peeled, one day you might see me begin to shine.… Read the rest
