If you’d like, you can also read this for free on Medium.
I don’t know what to do with myself right now.
Just over a year ago, I started work at a wonderful place with wonderful people, and over 90% of the time I can confidently say that I love my job, and being there makes me happy.
That is a true statement.
For the entirety of my life since I grasped the understanding as a child that one day I would have to work at a job to have money to live, I knew that the only job … Read the rest
I’m not sure if it’s normal for people to save their “now” pages once things are totally different and you update them, but that’s what I want to do.
I think it will be good for me to come back every once in a while and see how much things change.
Right now, I am trying hard to remind myself of what that dude said in that incredible art he made above.
I am trying to remind myself that even though I’m a week into 42, I still have plenty of time left in my life to find someone … Read the rest
I don’t even know where to begin with this one.
There’s no point in me rehashing this in detail so I’ll keep it brief:
I’ve been writing on the Internet for as long as the Internet has existed, but due to my imposter syndrome, I have deleted all of those blogs and stories except the ones I still have on Medium.
I don’t need to learn anything from anyone when I am reading blogs online, and I don’t feel like this is the place where I am going to bring readers to teach them something I barely know.
I barely know anything, so how could I, anyway?
But here’s … Read the rest
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